Day Twenty One

I literally did no real writing until yesterday.

My Grandmother passed away Friday morning and I did what I do best… emotionally shut down, and stayed busy. If I’m busy I can’t cry, can’t feel, can’t process.

We had a rough relationship, she and I.

I need to write again though.

She didn’t know about my stand up or writing.

It’s not something that she valued.

Job. Family. Kids.

I have one of three.

I mean, a family of my own.

Like I spawned.

The Future Is Now – The Offspring is such perfection right now